Its a pity that its monday because Sunday is gone...I still need God's peace..I still want to dwell in His presence..His church...
And even while writing the 1st line..I know that there itself lies a weakness in my faith.
how can I step out of His peace and love just cause its no longer Sunday? He is with me perpetually! I am His Church...because He is int eh midst of Me like He is in the midst of the holy of holies in the tabernacle.
Yet..I know no matter how my faith fails me...He doesnt...so long as I turn back to Him.
How great is our God that he would always receive us with open arms everytime we turn back to Him.
Yet I sorta wished I cud just focus on His word every day and not have to think abt other stuff like work...
Anyway...this year is a year of Restful Increase and I have definitely received countless blessings...Being able to sing at Esplanade, being able to sing for my student's band...having the Principal agree to sponsor me for overseas studies...
And aside from which...I have learnt to cast my cares and just praise Him in the choir...
And the best thing of all...my mum is a christian! And I trust in God to bring her back to church often. She went for the Mothers Day service yesterday and I could ahve sworn that she teared and laughed throughout the service! She took holy communion!
My God is Sooooooo Good!
Last last week, I heard abt my family history and it broke my heart when I learnt of how much my granny went through in her younger years. It was soo bad that Im sorta glad that she got dementia.in her later years..and Im glad she's free in heaven now.
I learnt just how wreaked my family is and it honestly made me tear..I had to bite my lip not to cry.
I got home, went into the toilet and cried my heart out.
But last week as I sang in choir...I saw in my head...a big tentage..covering my family...God's white tentage covering my entire family...saving every single one of them. And I hence claimed my entire family's salvation and I believed that God would bring my family together again. There is nothing too difficult for God.
I also saw many little thigns happening around me that suggests that Satan and his dominions are at working..causing havock.
1) my cousin's health has gotten worse
2) my student got into the hospital for heart infection (cause is unknown)
3) another student almost got into a relapse of an unknown mental condition
4) my colleague got into a car accident
5) Europe's financial condition is crumbling
6) China has suffered numerous earthquakes int eh recent months
7) Haiti got hit with an eathquake
8) Thailand is in internal instability
etc
All this is the devil's doing....
I know God's people need to stand in faith to pray for all that is happening around...
Makes me want to go home stright to read more of His word...equipt myself with allt hat I need to combat the devil from taking away those I love. I know I can save my family from falling into Satan's hands. I KNow that God's work will save my dad from his cynical ways..and show him how Christianity isnt a religion..Its a relationship.
God Bless
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